i keep posting it on facebook, but the social-networking gods are not answering. maybe i should actually pray to God a bit more right now about how anxious and impatient i am feeling as my husband travels home for leave? maybe...

in my dream last night, i dropped a very angry f-bomb. yes, i just typed out "f-bomb". what kind of repressed emotions am i dealing with here folks???

so - i just quit my job, and am going back to school - but also, husband is going to be home on leave from his deployment soon so i will be spending any and all time with him :) seems like lots of life changes are happening for lots of people right now...very disconcerting, but i keep thinking that God is making a change in me. it makes me really uncomfortable and most times, i really don't like it. in fact, i even freak out every now and again, break down in tears and wonder where or how to (literally and figuratively) take my next step. eh, champ - we've made it this far. let's just both keep taking it one little terrifying and exhilirating and tumultuous step at a time. deal?